Uber Fail outing arthur. -_-
Meet -> Attempt to lan but fail -> went to popeyes -> went for movie -> home.
Totally nothing to post about.

And first thing i want to do before i move on, is to have a mental check. because i don't seems to remember any memories i used to have.

All i need is not a re re re play. but fast forward.

Looks like i'm back on Onsugar after saying i would come back after my N'Level's examination. Well. that's just me, It will always be like this. :)

Prolly would be a daily update on a new life ahead. friends, things, memories that i don't need, i've already left them behind. too fucking bad. & at the same time, bringing friends who i care ahead together with me.

I won't be putting in feelings into things as its totally not needed, effort is all you need. so if you find me fuck up, then fuck off. i don't need you either. have been trying to forget what happen from all the way 4 years ago till now, and its half way done.

Leaving all of the people behind which i used to call, friends, brothers or even girlfriends has made me feel that, i definately took you for granted and didn't cherish you. but i don't give a fuck now. suck on it. but still apology is needed afterall.

12 of April would be the school reopen. and prolly i would plan a final dining together. and thats it. everything i want to let it be history, will be history, anything i decided to bring it with me, will come with me.

Hoping for the sentosa trip on monday with guys of JF1001A. itz about time to get a time-out, And hopefully lots of pictures to seal my project.

Arthur is going to fly off soon. around april.

Hey, Brother.
During this long 4 years of bonding in a same place where we played & studied made me realise, its not the time to be stubborn anymore because i might not be able to contact you again.

Thanks for the care, knowledge and fun you've given to me in this 4 years, really appriciated. i know i'm racist towards your kind, but i don't meant it. and i definately know you don't take it seriously, but still whatever i've done to you made you feel unhappy, sad, angry, i hereby sincerely apologize to you. Bon Voyage.

If those people who still don't know, and manage to find your way here and is very curious about it. yes i broke up.
All i can do is. apologize.

Adeline.
Don't bother to tell me anything else. i myself know, i've failed each and every area to make you happy. therefore i gave up. if you manage to read this. then this is honestly what i feel.

Never once i feel that i made you happy.
Never once i feel that i'm doing the right things for you.
Never once i feel that You truly belongs to me.
Never once i feel that i gave you the respect the love & the care you definately deserve.
Never once i feel that i've made you feel the love i gave you.
Never once an anniversary is special.
Never once i made an outing together with me is fun.
Never had done the small things you always wanted.
Never done those lovely things to make you feel happy & loved.
Had never gave you the things you wanted to make you happy.
There're so much things to name out, just too much things.
Everything is part of my failure, You've done your part. till now.
I didn't.

Disappointment, sadness, tears, sorrow, heartbreaks is all i gave
What can i do now?, Apology is all i have left for you.
Sorry to say, I've no more tears to shed.
End up all i can say is.
Sorry.

I've decided to leave everything here. As this is history.

Nownow, time to end everything here.

Will be updating sugar later on after outing with arthur, claire. ciaomon. mudafuckers.