Epic Failure, made just for scoldings.

Games is getting lamer and lamer nowadays, non-lame games would cost you alot of money and very good computers. what to do? accompany girlfriend lah then.

Nobody else that really could trust but only able to name a few, would be baby, benedict, and a few primary school friends.

Benedict, we're actually on the same boat when it comes to friends. take it easy yeah

Its been 3day since prom and prolly i won't be seeing alot of people anymore. ): aww. it'll be new life soon.

Wanted to post yesterday, but no choice i can't even access internet man. Don't even know what happen to computer. execute one program lag like crazy. sickening man. then was spending 3H trying to fix it and came to something

It lags only when i start a program. it won't lag if the program is finish loading. it might still lag a tiny little bit when running the program. so its prolly the ram that's spoiled. why? coz ram handle all execution of programs. see BEYOND A1 computer student.

Yesterday 5plus, when dinner then went to Orchard to walk walk. When to zara second time to get my white tee. & moved to ion. successfully bought a bronze-gold-green shoe for $123.90 :O & love it. then went home and found out computer is fuck up.

it was like. i gain something. end up losing it again. damn.

Going to grad ball later. prolly have lots of pictures. & owe quite a big number of things to people.

Its been 6days i've not came online to blog about stuff, had a number of photos to put on, but doubt people would view.

I've been going through a bunch of Final Fantasy series. like FF7 The one with Cloud & Sephiroth, FF8 The one on Squall and Ultimecia & now is the Final Fantasy 9, Garnet, Zidane and lastly Dissidia Final Fantasy. So this is prolly the F F F. [Figure it out.]

Still thinking of what to do for my following days. i've no idea what to do and is totally lost. i haven't found a job. Don't have income yet i'm spending a large amount of money. Have been staying at home just sleep & eat. Need to work out, Chill with brothers & stuff.

Very soon. we would most likely spilt up. ending up with me and sean left within the community. Didn't plan to leave the memories with me. If somehow i forgot you, Forgive me & sorry. guess its over. Didn't wanted to send them off the airport & timing wasn't the problem, just that i couldn't be bothered. till now i'm still wondering why. am i really their so-called brothers?.

Just done shopping for prom. brought a few  Zara stuffs. Brought sean to ION to buy a number of stuff. hoping he would get a girlfriend to accompany him through his rest of his life maybe. well its either me if not its either sean. guess you all don't even know what i'm typing or would you all even read till this section? Sean bought a White blazer. pedro chio shoes and a zara slimfit black tee.

Most prolly BGR would prolly take away one of my brother, ryan. maybe next year? 2010 we might even stop contacting each other. who knows?

Sometimes, people ask me advice for their relationship, but i just couldn't handle mine, i don't really know. its really not on our own side. but rather. its the parents of both sides. dues to past events took place. both of us had to endure hardship and what i really hope one day is we really could work it all out. i really hoped for that.

Its been week since i took over the planning for a gathering for 506 & 606. & i just did one planning till now. didn't know what to do, really can't be much bothered. just that, i've too much thoughts in me to plan for a joyful event. well, mayb it doesn't look like it. but i'm thinking everyday. what to do with my life. will this work out or not? will the path i chosen be correct, am i making the correct decision? it comes to me, every second every minutes, every hour, everyday.

Really hope one day i might find a time to open up and find someone to talk to. to share the thoughts, to share what i'm thinking about.

Really blamed myself, that things didn't turn out the way it ALWAYS should happen. its like. i didn't want it to happen to. but i just couldn't help it. things just don't go my way or other people's way.

Here i'm sitting infront of my computer, blogging and still having millions of thoughts, really to come to me & let me think about it. well. sick & tired of thoughts, but it just seems that it won't go away at all. i'm stuck to thoughts every day.

I would definately update tomorrow. & i really wish i really could do it.

Its 09 NOV and i didn't went to shop for stuff yet, no good. ): Wonder where should i go for shopping ^^ Ion is so boring.

Thanks to benedict, the planning for 5-06/6-06 helen tan's BBQ or whatever is my responsibility now.

So those who's going please leave me your contact number, tell me who you're & when you're free. You can either leave it in the comment box here, give me your link to your blog or leave it at facebook.

Second thing.

Heard lately there's a EX-ROSYTH i think i've nothing to do with it coz i don't know who planned it and whether its still on effect. ^^

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Saturday afternoon. post once i figure how to get this shit up.

What i want to do now is hardcore all chinese song.

Then go KTV like a god.

Nobody other then me could understand the pain.